I enter the house in the dying light,
Shadows growing,
Eating away at all that is sane and rational.
Every sound seems amplified in my fright
As I open the door for I know not why.
The gloom sucks me in
And some unseen hand pushes me onward.
What ghastly adventure lies ahead?
I can only wonder
And tremble in fear as I enter the room.
What was that?
A shadow there where none ought be
In the corner of my eye.
I turn, but it's gone as quick as it came.
A sound, creaking, slapping
Like footsteps in the floor above.
I was sure I was alone
But was that really true?
I go up the stairs to investigate,
But I feel a chill run up my back.
I quickly
I enter in to sleep last night,
Hurting, lonely, wanting more.
And I awake to a place of wonders
Where I found my deepest desires granted.
A beautiful, unconditional love,
Adventure, happiness.
It was terrible.
For a few short hours
I had everything I ever wanted,
Only to have it torn away
With the knocking on my door.
Now I'm left awake, bewildered,
Worse than when I went to sleep.
Turmoil in my heart,
I have one question left to ask:
Why did God allow me to experience
Heaven while I'm asleep
Only to throw me back into
Hell now I'm awake?
Please don't be angry at my mistakes.
I'm human, and that's all it takes
To start screwing things up.
I know I've said and done some bad things,
But I promise we'll profit from all the learnings.
Believe me, I'm tired of seeing things blow up.
I'm tired of all the yelling.
The feeling it gives is compelling
To try harder and not give up.
So please don't be angry with me.
I'd much rather that we
Learn together and not break up.
I enter the house in the dying light,
Shadows growing,
Eating away at all that is sane and rational.
Every sound seems amplified in my fright
As I open the door for I know not why.
The gloom sucks me in
And some unseen hand pushes me onward.
What ghastly adventure lies ahead?
I can only wonder
And tremble in fear as I enter the room.
What was that?
A shadow there where none ought be
In the corner of my eye.
I turn, but it's gone as quick as it came.
A sound, creaking, slapping
Like footsteps in the floor above.
I was sure I was alone
But was that really true?
I go up the stairs to investigate,
But I feel a chill run up my back.
I quickly
I enter in to sleep last night,
Hurting, lonely, wanting more.
And I awake to a place of wonders
Where I found my deepest desires granted.
A beautiful, unconditional love,
Adventure, happiness.
It was terrible.
For a few short hours
I had everything I ever wanted,
Only to have it torn away
With the knocking on my door.
Now I'm left awake, bewildered,
Worse than when I went to sleep.
Turmoil in my heart,
I have one question left to ask:
Why did God allow me to experience
Heaven while I'm asleep
Only to throw me back into
Hell now I'm awake?
At 19 I had a child
No going out and running wild.
But my son, my pride and joy.
My one reason to keep going.
Two years pass and I’m still happy.
He does a lot that keeps me laughing.
He runs and plays and doesn’t stop.
Then he picks things up and… Drop!
Though he can leave me uneasy
And make me get all queasy
Simply from things he does
But I know in me he trusts.
To catch him when he throws himself.
But to catch him I hurt myself.
Even with these times of stress
I wouldn’t trade for any less.
Soon my son will be full grown
And go off in this world alone
Though I will be here for backing
He has to le
Made a Shovel Knight Cover!! COME LISTEN~ by PastaUnit01, journal
Made a Shovel Knight Cover!! COME LISTEN~
Come hither and have a look! FOR SHOVELRY.
This soundtrack was so much fucking fun to cover, it's devilishly beautiful.
Lemme know what you think! Perhaps give the original a listen and then make a comparison?
Sorry for the tags, I'm just seriously freaking psyched about this. >v>
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I normally don't post my beliefs, but I had to today. pyroxyz (https://www.deviantart.com/pyroxyz) had a post that made me remember how important he is. How He has saved my life many times, from myself and others. How he saved my family from tearing itself apart. I am happier now and so glad to be getting back where I need to be. Thanks pyroxyz for reminding me.
Words you might know,
A cent for your soul.
You've felt this before,
You know what's in store.
And still you're here,
Facing this fear.
Or is it obsession,
That fuels this aggression?
You can walk away,
Live, yet, another day.
You can give in,
Pleasures from this sin.
What is it worth?
Everything for this curse?
A chance to caress,
To feel this soft flesh.
Or is it the words?
The thoughts, so absurd,
That keep you returning,
To keep your heart burning?
You have a choice.
Heard is your voice.
If you walk away,
Only fantasy stays.
So make angels fall,
They'll heed your call.
Since there's no where to hide,
From the demons inside.
"I don't like you,
Let's be friends.
You look pathetic,
Who needs trends.
"You're not busy,
Let's hang out.
Oh wait, you're lame,
Go home and pout.
"You're too thin,
Do you eat?
You're such a pig,
Save some for me.
"You don't get it,
Are you dumb?
Your clothes are ugly,
What a bum.
"Hear of makeup?
Fix your face.
Carry a bag with,
Just in case.
"You like to read?
So, you're a geek.
Go eat alone,
You stupid freak.
"I can't believe
You like that guy.
I'll kiss him just
To make you cry."
Who has time
For enemies,
When all your friends
Are just like these?
101 Questions You Should Be Able to Answer About Your Character
I have quite a few I could do, but for this I’ll use my O.C. Scarlet since she needs the most development.
1. What is your full name? Do you have a nickname?
Not that it’s any of your business, but my full name is Scarlet Aveline Daniels. You may call me Scarlet. Some close acquaintances call me Scar for short.
2. How old are you? When is your birthday?
I don’t see how this is relevant. I’m approximately 22 years of age, and my birthday is in early winter… I’ve heard strangers refer to it as December.
3. Where were you born? Where do you
In the shadows
Under the floor
I hear the voices coming through the door
I lay in fear
No place to hide
A poem to distract my mind
One fish
Two fish
Red fish
Blue
The voices just keep coming through
No need to hide
Let us inside
We'll take you home by mornings light
So unaware
I scream who's there
And hear them laughing with delight
A creek
A squeak
I can no longer speak
Inside my home they do now sneak
Best Friends: PastaUnit01 : This dude is an awesome musician, storyteller, artist, and a great guy in general. We very quickly became friends and have so far done some pretty great things together. So go visit his page and give him a llama for me!
ScarletDeath7: She's awesome. And probably a better poet than I. 'Nuff said right? So go give her a hug for me!
So, I finally have two rings on order for two different people, both $50 projects, which entails that I make the absolute best product that I can, and I expect them to be next to immaculate. But lemme tell you, it is really stressful work trying to go for that kind of quality when I'm working on such small details and fairly tight tolerances where marring is concerned (Basically as close to zero as I can get with a hand dremel and a grinding bit that has to constantly be shaped as I go because it wears out so quickly.) Needless to say, I'm super excited to have my first customers, but the quality of work I need to maintain brings a lot of str
Holy shit, I am seriously creeped out right now. Like, for real. I just watched "The Mist" for the first time and I got up out of bed and looked out of the sliding glass door in the living room and it's intensely foggy outside. That movie has chills ...
Thank you! My latest was borne of a bout of depression that I've been dealing with all day. It sucks, but at least I got something good out of it. And for two, you're welcome!